I missed your post first time Lin - glad to hear you are more upbeat about Ghillie. He was a sweetheart when i met him at WELKS and i have been reading your updates on him.
From the photo he doesnt look as thin as i was expecting from your post - infact Loki looked like that for several weeks at a similar age (so some of it may be normal). I know from problems with Kaia how everything can get on top of you, god knows i had fits of tears back then, and at the time everything seems wrong and abnormal, but hang in there it does get better. I wanted to show Kaia but fate decided it wasnt to be, although i was gutted at the time Kaia is happy just being a loved companion.
I wish you are Ghillie all the best luck for the tests and fingers crossed a swift recovery. He looks like a beautiful young man :)